These couple of months have been so rough for me. It seems like everything I had secured such as family, friends, and boyfriend are slowly fating away because of my busy schedule. I have been having so many arguments with my boyfriend and my family and barely talk or see my friends. Ever since i took the semester off because of personal issues that i was dealing with my life has made a major twist. Last semester i took the semester off because there was too many things going on but i felt so empty and a loser because I wasn't going to school so I decided to go back to school which was this semester and take online classes. When i went to register for classes I thought that all the classes that i wanted to take were going to be available for me to take but that wasn't the case. I was only able to take one class because that was the only one that was available for my major which was writing for media. Since I am a junior I was required to take 12 credits or more to be able to get financial Aid so I had no more choice but to take 8 credit internship that required me to attend 3 days a week with no excuses. With that also came my job which i was working 4 days a week so I ended up booked for the whole 7 days that meant I worked Tuesdays, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays, then went to my internship Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday to come home in a rush to be able to do my homework for my online class. Because of this i didn't have time to hang out with my friends or call them as much because I was always busy or see my boyfriend as much and most importantly spend quality time with my sisters and cousins so I was going crazy. Arguments between my boyfriend and I started getting worse and I was just getting more and more frustrated and a lone. I started waking up sad all the time and wishing i didn't have to go to my internship or my job. I was going through a really hard time just trying to settle myself down and understand that I had to get through this for myself and my future but they didn't understand that in fact my boyfriend, family and friends just questioned the fact why I was isolating myself from them and why i wasn't spending time with them and slowly my friends fated away. Of course family never leaves and they learned to understand that I just had a lot of responsibilities and when it comes to my boyfriend even though it is still hard I have been with him for 6 years and we have been through many ups and downs but I can honestly say he has never given up on me and sticks by my side no matter what and that's why I love him. Even though I am still going through stress and arguments here and there I am keeping my head up and doing what I have to do to finish all of this fast and with good grades.